I once made the claim that I had never lived before this life. I do not disbelieve in reincarnation, but I do not believe that it is a rule which affects all people.
During the years when I held this belief regarding my own soul, I was convinced that I had never before lived as a human being.
In this I was right.
However, I have since come to realize that there are far more paths for a soul to claim other than mortal flesh.
Through my work in The Dreaming I have seen several of my soul's incarnations, taken aback to the very first.
Another world is where my soul was born. Another form which was my own.
I betrayed my own mate and murdered him which also resulted in the alienation of my sister-mate. It is she whom I have searched throughout my lives and every time I have encountered her, although she does not remember me, she knows not to trust me and so I remain alone, forever seeking the time when her soul can forgive mine and we can be reunited.
I have been punished and cast forever out of the form of my first birth.
This is why I have always felt a pull towards horses and yet have never been able to shift into one.
I was born a Mare and in my own way, through the Dreaming, I have returned to my roots. If not in form, then at least in name.
I know the name of what I am.
I now know who I am.
I dream of you.
I will find you.
Through The Dreaming we shall be reunited, even if it is only so you can once again renounce me.
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