Morphévore:

I deleted my previous post concerning a new blog dedicated to my Dreaming work, as so much of my Occult related studies are focused primarily on the Dreaming now that I would no longer have much, if anything, to post here. So there is no reason not to keep the two as one.

Now, onto the real reason for this post.

I came to the realization some time ago that the Incubus which I had allowed within my dreams over these past 20 years was not just feeding on my energy, as I had previously assumed, but my dreams as well, leading to chronic insomnia and a weakening of my connection to the Dreaming. This resulted in the inability to perform dream work to the fullest of my capabilities.

Since I have recently began my journey on my Despina’s third aspect, the Twilight, which involves the Dreaming, this was a serious complication.

It was then that I began meddling within the dreams of others, projecting myself within them and once there, I realized that my energy feeding could also extend to dreams, marking me as not just a Siphon, or “Vampire” as the Occult communities prefer to use, but also a Morphévore, devouring the dreams of my prey as easily as my becursed Incubus dined upon mine.

And so, I have embraced this newest aspect of my nature, and in doing so, my own dreams have become so vivid that even while I remain lucid within them, it is still extremely difficult to tell the difference between them and real life.

My dreams are becoming stronger, and through my continued sojourn within them, so am I.