Lust overkill:

The first and second symbols are the 3rd and 5th pentacles of Venus. Inscribe these suckers on a pendant, front to back, if you want a little extra Oomph! in your attraction factor.

The middle piece is the 3rd gateway of Inanna, from the ever infamous Necronomicon.

Message Loud & Clear.

Last week I was considering a more tolerant approach towards my overall outlook on those who share my claim of the Darkling title, but are otherwise incompetent nincompoops in regard to how they present themselves and their understanding of my Despina.

It would appear, however, that my Lady doesn't approve of their antics after all, despite her endless amusement over them.

It was made abundantly clear to me, these past few days, that she doesn't want me to mingle with such creatures, outside of a purely predatory capacity, which suits me just fine and dandy.

Enlightenment through Chaos:

Eat me, drink me...

I no longer have to project myself into the dreams of others in order for me to feed from them.

Last night I unexpectedly siphoned the dreams of my target the moment I made contact with them, without leaving the Twilight of my own Dreaming. I could feel their subconscious flowing into me, random bits of aspiration and imaginings, funneled straight from their mind into my own.

The side effects are bizarre, and maybe just a little perilous.

My own dreams have become so intense and unstable that I am no longer lucid during the majority of them. I don’t think it’s safe for me to sleep anymore without having somebody here to keep an eye out for me.

I need stronger protections, although....since I have set myself on this course, my Incubus has not once shown up. I am not sure if the knowledge of his true intentions has caused my Dreaming to reject him, or if he is aware of where I am headed and fears to follow. 

As of now, I am the White Rabbit, but I do not know just what it is I am late for.

Morphévore:

I deleted my previous post concerning a new blog dedicated to my Dreaming work, as so much of my Occult related studies are focused primarily on the Dreaming now that I would no longer have much, if anything, to post here. So there is no reason not to keep the two as one.

Now, onto the real reason for this post.

I came to the realization some time ago that the Incubus which I had allowed within my dreams over these past 20 years was not just feeding on my energy, as I had previously assumed, but my dreams as well, leading to chronic insomnia and a weakening of my connection to the Dreaming. This resulted in the inability to perform dream work to the fullest of my capabilities.

Since I have recently began my journey on my Despina’s third aspect, the Twilight, which involves the Dreaming, this was a serious complication.

It was then that I began meddling within the dreams of others, projecting myself within them and once there, I realized that my energy feeding could also extend to dreams, marking me as not just a Siphon, or “Vampire” as the Occult communities prefer to use, but also a Morphévore, devouring the dreams of my prey as easily as my becursed Incubus dined upon mine.

And so, I have embraced this newest aspect of my nature, and in doing so, my own dreams have become so vivid that even while I remain lucid within them, it is still extremely difficult to tell the difference between them and real life.

My dreams are becoming stronger, and through my continued sojourn within them, so am I.

Dreamer:

Rose-Red.